Monday, January 19, 2015

One October Evening

Three young men strode into a coffee shop one late afternoon in October. That is, if one would call it late afternoon. It was rather that time of day right after most working people have returned home and just finished their suppers. I suppose that remains a vague statement…

… It was nearly seven P.M. …

And I suppose that would be early evening, not late afternoon at all. Really the time of day, or rather time of night, is of no consequence. The time does not dictate these young men’s actions any more than what time of year it was. But as coincidence would have it, it was an October evening, and for that I am thankful. Really for no other reason than because is my favorite month. I like the idea of it being an October evening in which these gentlemen were strolling. Not merely strolling for the sake of strolling, but strolling with a purpose and destination. Fortunately for my sake, it really was an October evening. Not a late afternoon like I said previously, but rather, an October evening.

These three gentleman could not have been more different from one another. As the trio approached the coffee shop and their faces were illuminated by the welcoming lights within, one of them stood aside, opened the door, and held it wide for the other two to enter before doing so himself. When they’d all regrouped within the shop, they turned once again to their conversation from outside, this time with their features and expressions easily seen in the warm lighting of the establishment.

“If you give me your order, Cillian, I can grab your drink while you pick us a nice table,” the shortest in the group said. He was thin, dark haired, and shared that look all Oriental people share. He pulled his wallet from his jacket’s breast pocket and flipped through the bills which were neatly folded therein.

Cillian smiled. His face was thin but recognizably handsome and he wore a pair of small, but thick rimmed glasses which gave him the appearance of scholarly wisdom. His hair was messy, but somehow with intent. “Thank you, Jules,” he said, addressing the other. “I’ll have a peppermint mocha, with soy milk, please. And I’ll leave the size to your generosity.”

Jules nodded. He said: “Grab a couple extra chairs for the others if you can. Did they mention if they’d be here at the usual time?”

“Yeah, they’ll be through with work around seven and should be here promptly thereafter,” Cillian replied. Then he turned and began weaving his way through the coffee shop to find a table to claim for their company.

Jules ordered their coffees and waited for the third member of their group to purchase his as well, before the two of them followed after their companion. Cillian had chosen a table in the back of the shop. In truth, it was a booth, not a mere table, and so he hadn’t had to trouble with collecting extra chairs at all. Most would probably assume he’d just grabbed the first vacant place he’d come across, but Cillian is a very clever fellow, and one who often hates to make a scene. He would have thought through the ridiculousness of dragging chairs to a table they were not meant to be and the incredulous looks he would have received in the process. Quite obviously there had been a number of reasons he’d chosen the booth. None of which the other two companions were privy to, but that hardly mattered, as they more than likely didn’t really care.

“Your coffee, Sir,” Jules announced as he placed the steaming mug before Cillian. The latter gentleman blew the steam from the mug carefully before thanking Jules again for the drink. The other two claimed their places at the booth by sliding into them and making themselves comfortable. “I love the foam here, probably the best latte foam around,” the third member of their group stated. He tucked a long strand of blonde hair behind his ear and lifted the mug to his lips. He took a long slurp before returning the beverage safely to the table’s surface. His face was less thin than those of the other two, but no less handsome. It was framed by his long blonde hair which hung past his ears, but not quite to his shoulders. He grinned as Jules flicked the side of his own mug causing the surface of his drink to quiver and ripple.

“Billy,” Jules responded, “foam is foam. I cannot imagine the foam differs too much from shop to shop. But then I haven’t ever given it much thought. I’ll have to pay closer attention next time I order a latte, wherever I stop.”

These three were students and scholars, and they spoke together, discussing their time at their respective schools. Cillian, a poet and aspiring author; Jules, a business investor who planned to make his fortune through stock market wizardry; and Billy, a scientist and biologist. It was here, in this booth, on this October evening, under the dull and flickering overhead light that the three of them sat, speaking of classes and professors and studying. And it was here that two ragged working men found them. Despite their vast difference in outward appearance, the three already seated at the booth rose to shake hands, pat backs, and share in brotherly embraces as they all greeted one another.

The two young men who joined them were of the same relative age as the rest in the group. One was tall, the other short. The taller one was red-headed and gaunt and pale. He wore small, thin-rimmed glasses on his thin and boyish face. The shorter was dark-haired, and hairy indeed. His long brown hair curled past his shoulders and his face was unshaved. He was the most robust of the group and the noisiest, laughing raucously whenever a joke was made. Both of the newcomers were dressed shoddily in work clothes which were worn and dirty.

“When you’ve finished making a scene and laughing that hideous laugh, Ewan, feel free to take a seat,” the taller of the duo stated facetiously. “I’d rather not stand all night, and I’m waiting on you.”

“Well, excuse me, princess!” Ewan retorted jokingly. “Please, excuse my poor manners. The lady should always take her seat before the gentleman. After you, Basil.” He smiled sweetly and gestured for the tall fellow to sit in the booth. Basil shook his head and made a sour expression before muttering to himself and sliding into the booth. Ewan took his seat as well.

These fellows sat in their booth for a couple hours, talking and laughing. They pulled notebooks from bags they’d brought with them and shared their writing and drawings, their work stories and life struggles. Everyone was entitled to his opinion, and all listened until he was through. They encouraged one another. They laughed at the foolishness of each other. They discussed topics logically and freely. Five men of different heights, different lifestyles, different hopes and different dreams; bonded by their friendship, their creativity, and their mutual respect for free thought and strong opinion.

Eventually, Ewan pulled back his jacket sleeve to peer at his wrist watch. As if it was a signal, the rest did the same. “Well, it’s about time for me to head home,” Ewan announced to the group. He looked sadly into his coffee mug, the contents long drained.

“I have an exam tomorrow,” Billy said, “I should get home too.”

The rest agreed and each rose from the booth, leaving his coffee mug on the table to be cleared by the shop staff. “Well, I shall see you gents again next week.” Cillian said, pulling his jacket on as he stepped towards the door.

“Next week,” Jules agreed and he held the door open for his companions to file through.

Outside in the October evening air, the friends exchanged handshakes and hugs, except for Ewan, who ignored all attempts to shake his hand and instead wrapped each of his friends in a tight embrace. A few final words were spoken among the young men and then they each finally left to go each his own way.

October evenings where meant to be spent like that, I believe. With friends, with coffee, all armed with open minds and creative thoughts. But then again… I like that sort of thing.

And October has always been my favorite month.

Tuesday, January 13, 2015

Among many passions lies reading


Well, at the end of 2013 I decided instead of New Year’s resolutions, I’d make a list of books I wanted to read throughout the year, and see how many I could check off by the end of the year. It turned out to be a really dumb idea, because I bought a ton of books in 2014 and a lot of them I wanted to start the minute I got them home. I didn’t get very far in my book reading list…

But I did read a heck of a lot last year. I experienced literature from a number of different authors and a number of different genres as well as a number of different decades. Some of my favorites were The October Country by Ray Bradbury, Leave it to Psmith by P.G. Wodehouse, Inkheart by Cornelia Funke, All Quite on the Western Front by Erich Maria Remarque, and Terry Pratchett’s The Wee Free Men.

I’m excited, because my bookshelf is bursting with volumes I cannot wait to crack open. And I mean literally bursting! I’ve run out of room. I have several books out on loan still, but when they get returned I honestly don’t know where I’ll put them… because I don’t have any more space. I didn’t have any more space months ago, but that just doesn’t stop me from buying more books. It’s a disease I have. It’s not always my fault, though! Sometimes people give me books! And, obviously, I adore them for it.

It's a treat for me to get lost in literature and an adventure I look forward to each day, right alongside actually writing things for myself. I’m off to a good start with my reading for this year. And I’m sure there’ll be a number of books I haven’t accounted for that will show up out of nowhere which I will read with pleasure. I’m looking forward to the reading I do in the coming year… because I already have some awesome titles lined up.

Wednesday, December 31, 2014

Another New Year

Sorry - I don't mean to cough all over your face. Seriously, I don't. But jeez, there's a lot of dust on this blog. I mean look at it! Is that... six inches? Whoo... I'll try not to inhale like that again until I've swept a bit!

Jokes aside, this place is unkempt. I'll just be honest with myself. I didn't blog all this month! And now the day is almost up, the month is almost up, and gosh-darnit, the year is almost up to boot! So I'm squeezing one last post in before I can kiss 2014 goodbye forever.

I like 2014 though. It holds a lot of great memories. It holds a lot of new experiences. And it's almost gone.

But I'm not entirely sorry to see this year end and a new one begin. Because as much fun as 2014 was... you know, it was a freaking disappointment too. Dreams, all but snuffed out. Hopes smashed like the head of a porcelain doll meeting a cement floor. My heart squeezed and pressed like a lemon being removed of it's tart life-blood. And me; left to piece together what just happened and try to understand what I'm supposed to do. I like to stand and fight. I like the thrill of facing something that's bigger and better then me, because there's a chance I'll walk away the victor. But more than once this year I just wanted to run far, far away and hide. And I would have, if it would have made all the hurt and all the confusion finally stop. Car insurance got more expensive this year. Mistakes happened. Misunderstandings unfolded. Heartbreak swooped in. But even with all the smelly crap I had to deal with...

Good things happened this year too.

Reawakening dawned. New discoveries were found. I had some fantastic adventures. And I grew closer with the people I call my friends. A lot closer. I realized how important they are to me, and what exactly I'm willing to do for them. And most importantly, how God uses them in my life.

Would I trade the yucky experiences I had this year? Yes. Without a second thought. But if it meant I had to give up the good experiences too? No bloody way that'd happen. I'll take the bad with the good if it has to be that way.

I'm excited for 2015. And even if I feel a little nostalgic for 2014, I'm glad a new year is dawning. I'm looking forward to the experiences that are awaiting me in the folds of the new year.

Happy New Year, everyone!

Friday, November 21, 2014

A lament for libraries


Is my library a special one as far as libraries are concerned? In a couple of my unfinished works bits and pieces have taken place in libraries. But the libraries in my written works are never anything like the library I frequent. The libraries in my stories are large buildings with rows upon rows of bookshelves which reach nearly higher than an average person’s arms. These libraries are usually full, but not crowded. They are frequented by older citizens looking for a good read to pass the time, students searching for some piece to use as reference material for their next big essay, and individuals who just want to immerse themselves in the writings of others. Sometimes my stories have people working at the library, plugging in a laptop to pound away code or write an article.

But do you know what the libraries in my stories never have? Crying babies running and stomping across the floor, causing such a ruckus that no matter where you hide or how many books you bury yourself in, the noise cannot possibly be blocked out. There aren’t smelly, bedraggled, supposedly homeless people begging for money at the front entrance. And there aren’t thoughtless individuals talking loudly amongst themselves or, please, please, please, heaven forbid – having their cell phones blasting their ringtones, and answering the freaking things right then and there, before continuing the conversation where they sit instead of getting up and politely leaving the premises.

None of that happens in my stories, but that happens all the time at my charming, little library. Does any of that happen at your library? For your sake I hope not. The library isn’t a playground, or a daycare, or a nightclub. It’s a place where people who require a little peace and quiet can search for information, read a good book, and simply enjoy the written word.

My library is nothing but a free-for-all, it would seem. And what ever happened to using your “Library Voice”? Yes, the books, and movies, and CD’s have titles on them. And yes you are meant to read them. Just not out loud. Not every, single, bloody title on the shelf, one after the other, out bloody loud. SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT YOUR MOUTH RIGHT UP BEFORE I STUFF IT FULL OF BOOKS AND LEAVE YOU TO CHOKE ON POE AND BRADBURY, AND PRATCHETT, AND REMARQUE, AND GINSBERG, AND VONNEGUT, AND DUMAS, AND DICKENS, AND STEVENSON, AND BLOODY BLOODY SHAKESPEARE, SO THAT YOUR LAST BREATHS ARE CAUGHT AND SNUFFED BY THE PAGES OF THOSE BOOKS, YOU STINKING AND UNCULTURED MORON!

Ugh.

My library can’t be the only one, can it? It kind of bothers me.

Thursday, September 18, 2014

Well, which is it? "Aye!" or "Ach, Nay!"

Oh, would you look at that! I have a blog here... what do you know?

...

Seriously though, I need to be better about posting here. Now that the summer is winding down and fall is showing its gorgeous, auburn head, things ought to fall back into smooth routine (I.E: Boring same ol'...) and I'll have to resort to writing blurbs and blocky rants to ease the monotony of study and work.

Tonight I feel wound up. Not in the way I feel when I've had too much caffeine in one sitting, and not like when I'm waiting for some book to be available for me at the library. It's an odd twist in the pit of my stomach, a feeling of helplessness, a pinch of pride, and a lot of thoughtfulness.

An incredibly important vote is being tallied tonight over in the United Kingdom. Scotland has put a very weighty matter in the hands of its citizens. Should they become a self governed nation, independent of England and the rest of the ol' UK? Or should they remain as they are, a piece of a larger whole? Scotland has decided its people's voices should decide this weighty matter.

97% of Scotland's citizens have registered to vote on this decision. Today, Thursday the 18th of September, registered voters sixteen years and older answered simply with a "Yes" or a "No". And tonight, those very affirmations and denials are to be counted.

The fate of the nation is really in the peoples' hands. And I couldn't be more proud! Such a weighty matter truly deserved to be put to the people. Those who live and work and grow up in the country should choose its fate.

I'm excited to see the outcome. I don't know when the media will leak the numbers, but I assume I won't know for sure until sometime tomorrow morning. Still, I'm caught up in the anticipation. Social media is bursting with weary Scots, forcing themselves to stay awake long enough to hear the conclusion of the vote. I wait with them, miles away, but just as antsy to hear the results.

As I glance around my room and spy all the Scottish flags, on my wall, my desk, even on the shirt I'm wearing... I wonder. I wonder if I was a Scottish citizen, what would I vote for? The anticipation is killing me. I wish they'd just announce the final tally already!


So if you'll excuse me, I'll just keep biting my fingernails 'till they bleed while I listen to Scottish punk rock. Later I think I'll turn on Stone of Destiny... it's only appropriate.

Tuesday, August 26, 2014

Lately I've been later when I'm late...


“This’ll be the first month,” I sighed as I looked sadly at my blog in its sorry, sorry state. Truly, it pains me to see it so disregarded, so abandoned, so ill-used. “The very first month in its entirety that I’ve not made a single post.”
And then I caught myself up, wondering… If it really is my blog, then I can do whatever I want with it. It doesn’t have to end this way! So at seven minutes to midnight, instead of sleeping like I should be, the newly excited juices of inspiration began pumping keeping me awake for more proficiently than any caffeinated beverage or self-inflicted tortures.
You know, it’s a funny thing. This blog, even though not updated nearly enough, even though not garnering some large audience – I have an utter fondness for it. And a ridiculous dedication to making sure a month doesn’t go past without me posting several times. But life and my personal pursuits have kept me away and I’ve failed to post thoughts or life updates and other such things.
I just got back from a week in Northern Oregon. I was gone from Monday to Sunday, enjoying my escape from toil and expectation and heartache. I hate those things, and that’s pretty much why vacation was invented; so average joe could escape to a new life for a mere twinkling. Portland was awesome, Seaside was beautiful, Astoria is always a fun-filled gem. It was a dream. Powell’s Books in Portland is this four-story book store with an over-whelming amount of literature. I could move into that store and close its pages around me and be happier than ever I was before. In truth… I thought about shoving some second-rate dime novels on the floor and crawling into their space on the shelves, hiding until the store was closed and emerging to live a life of fantasy within the pages of pretty much anyone you could think of. I didn’t. But, mark me when I admit I was sorely tempted.
I leave on a road trip for San-Francisco rather soon. It ought to be an exciting time. I’m looking forward to more time away from the mundane. I guess I’m drawn to adventure in a lot of ways. Sitting on my tush… it does stuff to me.
So now I’ve babbled and rambled for a number of paragraphs, and all for the mere sake of making one more post on my blog. One more update to the on-looking world. But it worked, and I do have one more post. Hopefully it won’t be so long before I post again. And hopefully I’ll have something interesting or insightful to say.

Wednesday, July 9, 2014

Writing Meeting: 07/08/2014

We met last night for the first time in a long while. It was so pleasant to get back to it. Had we not edited any work, it would have been a pleasure just to talk about our writing. But we did edit. Not a whole lot, but the several pages or more I had written. One thing I find that drives me in my writing, is just feedback. Whether it’s positive or negative, feedback inspires me. I have to fix what was rubbish, or I have to build on what was received positively. Most of last night’s feedback was positive. I’m pretty excited. A lot of what’s going to be driving this short story is falling into place really well, and the character development is flowing pretty naturally.

We discussed whether it was proper English to capitalize the first letter, after a quotation, when the dialogue ends with an exclamation point or a question mark. For example: [“What’s your name, anyway?” she asked.] See how the quotation ends with that question mark, but there’s still a bit of the sentence after it? According to all the sources we checked online, it is proper writing to finish that sentence off by not capitalizing the word that follows the dialog in quotation marks. Which makes perfect sense to me. That end mark is only bringing the quote to a close. Should the writer continue the sentence, that end mark would affect only the sentence within the quotation marks.

I’m excited to write the next scene in the story. One fun tidbit is I’ll be looking back at the things I’m learning in my Sociology studies as a way to reinforce the writing. Several concepts concerning much of what I’m writing about are things I’m actually learning about as I study for my upcoming test. It’s one of moments for me when I realize there really is a point to all the learning I’m doing. Some of the tests I have to take, I scratch my head wondering why it’s important, but for some reason my writing never seems a viable reason for learning some of this stuff. That is, until moments like this come up and I’m just tickled pink.

We distributed new prompts, as the old ones were stale and uninspiring. We can always go back to those later anyway. I had so many ideas for the last one, but none of them ever came to bloom. This new one has a number of possibilities though, and I’m looking forward to taking it on. That is, if I have a chance. I might just be furiously bashing out all this epic stuff for my short story for the next two weeks!